Youletpeoplefeelsorryforyouwhenyou39;rereallyjustprotectingyourownnarcissism

-Itsbeenareallyhardtimeforme,Roger.Imean,Imissmyfamily.IfeellikeallthehardworkIvedoneovertheyears,kickingthedrugs,beingadad,Ifeellikeitsallslippingawayfromme.-Itsnotgoingaway.Itstransforming.Youregoingthroughsomething,whichmeans...-Idontthinkyouunderstandwhatitsbeenlikeformeouthere,howthelifeIdhopedfor...Itshugetofinallyembracethelifeyouneverplannedon.Iwantedtomakethatrecord.-Weneverwouldvesurvivedatamajorlabelwiththoserestrictions.-Howthefuckdoyouknow?-Becausethatsnothowtheworldworks.-Whatcouldyoupossiblyknowabouthowtheworldworks?-Listen,man,Ithinkyoureplayingoutsomeoldfamilydynamichere...Aproposofwhatweweresayingbeforeaboutwhatpeoplesayaboutus?Peoplefeelyouholdontopettyresentments.-Youaskedmewhatpeoplesayaboutyou.Idontwanttoknow.-Yeah,well,youshouldknow.Peoplethinkyouplaythevictim.AndIdontmeanthisinabadway,butyouletpeoplefeelsorryforyouwhenyourereallyjustprotectingyourownnarcissism.-Idontwanttoknow!-Well,thatswhyIdidntwanttobeinafuckingbandwithyou!Becauseyouwontacknowledgeyourownshit.Andyouwerefuckedupallthetime!Whatdoyouwantmetosay,huh?Whatdoyouwantmetosay?Ihadnoideathatwouldbeouronlyoffer.IdidntthinkthatIhadthepowertoblowit.Ithoughtthatwewerealljustgivingourtwocents.Fuck,IdidntknowIwasgonnabetheonetomakethebandfallapart.Youknow,maybe,obviously,Iwoulddoitdifferentlynow!OfcourseIknowwhatitsliketolivealifeIdidntplanon.WhatthefuckdoyouthinkImdoingrightnow?-Florencetoldmeyouwereinthehospital.Idknow,Iunderstandaboutthosethings.Youknow,wecouldvetalkedaboutit,maybemadeeachotherfeelbetter,butinsteadwenevertalkaboutanythinggood..Thisisasmallthing,anditsprobablyboringforyou,butitwouldvebeenniceifyoudhavemadeanefforttoknowVic.-WhosVic?-Myson.-Oh,Victor.Ididntrecognizethediminutive.