MyGARecollection

Itfeelssogoodtostayathomealldaywatchingtheshowsyoulike.Icantcomplainaboutanythingrightnow.CauseIactuallyfeelreallygood,evenmytoughestanxietybecomesforgettable.IvefinallygotthechancetofinishGASeason5today,andafterthatsomethingdrovemesohardtorecollecttheshowfromtheverybeginningaswellasrecollectthepiecesofmylife.　　　　WhenIfirststartedwatchingGA,Iveneverthoughtitwouldmeanthisbigforme.Someshowsjustnotonlytheentertainmentofourlife,theyrelikefriendswhoknewyouatthefirstplaceandstilltheyrealwaystheregivingyouashouldertocryon.Theycarryourmemories,historiesandfeelings.GAistheoneforme.Maybeitsnotthegreatestshowever,butformeitssignificant.Ivebeengrowingwithit.Ivebeengrowingaseverycharacterdoes.Ivebeengrowingwithaheartdarkandtwisty.　　　　Itistruethatwhensomethingbegins,yougenerallyhavenoideahowitsgonnaend.Thefutureisneverwhatweveimagined.　　　　Backfromthebeginning,Meredithwasaskinghergoodlookingone-night-standedpartnerwithamazinglyattractivehairtoleavewithacornyembarrassmentrevealedonhersmilingface;Christinawasconfidentlyaskingaboutbeingquot;selectedasthebestinternquot;andwhiningaboutIzzsformerparttimejobasamodel;Georgehadnevergaveupbeingniceorgettingclosetotheothers,buthewastakenasajoke;Izzwastoldtodotherectalexaminationandcanthelpmakingherfacewhenshestuckherfingersintotheassofapatient;Doc.Bailywaswearinghermushroomheadwhichissubjecttoverypopularcriticismeventoday;HerecomesBurke,theperfectguywhoresolutelylefthisfiancéeintheweddingceremonyandusinthemiddleoftheshow...　　　　Wecanttellwhosthebestatthebeginning.Meredithlostinthehospital;Georgepanickedinthesurgeryroombeingwatchingandbettedonbytheotherinterns,andhegotacreepynamequot;007quot;;IzzgotBailypissedoffbyinterruptinghernapforapatientwhoneedsantibioticsratherthanthereasonthatsomeonewasdying;Alexwasjustanarrogantrudejerk....AndIvebeentherebefore,panic,complain,lose,freakout,besilly,cocky,selfishandinconsiderate...orevenworse.IcanttellwhetherIcanhandlemyliferightlyandbravelyatthattimeneither.　　　　Noneofthemhaveimaginedtheywouldbecomefamilyofeachother;Noneofthemhavepredictedthosepains,struggles,changesorthoselifeanddeaththingsinjectedintheirlife;Noneofthemhaverealizedandexpectedthosemassivemagnificentchangeshappeningeverydayaroundthem;Noneofthemhaveeverthoughttheywouldbecomethisstrongtohandlethepain,thelossanddeparture.JustaswhatIzzsaidatthelastquot;youdontrecognizethebiggestdayofyourlife,notuntilyourerightinthemiddleofit.quot;Wedontrecognizeanythinguntilwereactuallyexperiencingthemostofit.Theirlifekeepsgrowingdeep.Sodoesmine.AndImgrowingdeeptoo.Idontrunawaylikebefore,Ifacethings,Istanduponmyown,andIhandlethem.GAisshowingandwitnessingthehistoriesandchangesofmylifetoo.　　　　InGA,hospitalisabattlefield,anddoctorsaresoldiers.Theydontsurrender,becausetheycant.Theyvebeenworkingtheirassoffforsavinglives,ornotthatgreat,justforavoidingmistakesandkilling.Butwhattheyredoingissacred.Allofthestoriesgoingoninthisshowcarryonlyoneclue----takethetimetotreasure.Imgonnaquotethelastvoice-overintheendofSeason5,andImgonnaaskmyselfandeveryoneelsewhoreadsthisarticle:　　　　Didyousayit?quot;Iloveyou.Idonteverwannalivewithoutyou.Youchangedmylife...quot;Didyousayit?Makeaplan,setagoal,worktowardit,buteverynowandthen,lookaround,drinkitin.Causethisisit.Itmightbegonetomorrow.【拼写错误已修正，见谅】