LetItEnfoldYou,byCharlesBukowski

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漂亮男孩

视频漂亮男孩状态:BD1280高清中英双字版年代:2018

主演史蒂夫·卡瑞尔蒂莫西·柴勒梅德毛拉·蒂尔内克里斯蒂安·康佛瑞更新时间:2020-08-06 19:33:32

尼克(提莫西·查拉梅TimothéeChalamet饰)从小就是一个人见人爱的乖孩子,他有着美丽白净的外表,活泼开朗的个性和一个聪慧的大脑。学生时代,他很轻松的就获得了不菲的成绩,申请了六家大学均得到了认可,获得了入学资格,每个认识他的人都坚信这位少年有着无量的前途。 然而,尼克的命运,从他接触到一种名叫“大麻”的东西开始,就发生了剧烈的变化。这种能够给他带来短暂刺激和幻觉…

(片中和片尾念到的CharlesBukowski诗作,觉得非常美。找出来分享。)Eitherpeaceorhappiness,letitenfoldyouwhenIwasayoungmanIfeltthesethingsweredumb,unsophisticated.Ihadbadblood,atwistedmind,aprecariousupbringing.Iwashardasgranite,Ileeredatthesun.Itrustednomanandespeciallynowoman.Iwaslivingahellinsmallrooms,Ibrokethings,smashedthings,walkedthroughglass,cursed.Ichallengedeverything,wascontinuallybeingevicted,jailed,inandoutoffights,inandoutofmymind.womenweresomethingtoscrewandrailat,Ihadnomalefriends,Ichangedjobsandcities,Ihatedholidays,babies,history,newspapers,museums,grandmothers,marriage,movies,spiders,garbagemen,englishaccents,spain,france,italy,walnutsandthecolororange.algebraangeredme,operasickenedme,charliechaplinwasafakeandflowerswereforpansies.peaceandhappinesstomeweresignsofinferiority,tenantsoftheweakandaddledmind.butasIwentonwithmyalleyfights,mysuicidalyears,mypassagethroughanynumberofwomen-itgraduallybegantooccurtomethatIwasnx27;tdifferentfromtheothers,Iwasthesame,theywereallfulsomewithhatred,glossedoverwithpettygrievances,themenIfoughtinalleyshadheartsofstone.everybodywasnudging,inching,cheatingforsomeinsignificantadvantage,theliewastheweaponandtheplotwasempty,darknesswasthedictator.cautiously,Iallowedmyselftofeelgoodattimes.Ifoundmomentsofpeaceincheaproomsjuststaringattheknobsofsomedresserorlisteningtotheraininthedark.thelessIneededthebetterIfelt.maybetheotherlifehadwornmedown.Inolongerfoundglamourintoppingsomebodyinconversation.orinmountingthebodyofsomepoordrunkenfemalewhoselifehadslippedawayintosorrow.Icouldneveracceptlifeasitwas,icouldnevergobbledownallitspoisonsbuttherewereparts,tenuousmagicpartsopenfortheasking.IreformulatedIdonx27;tknowwhen,date,time,allthatbutthechangeoccurred.somethinginmerelaxed,smoothedout.inolongerhadtoprovethatIwasaman,Ididnx27;thavetoproveanything.Ibegantoseethings:coffeecupslinedupbehindacounterinacafe.oradogwalkingalongasidewalk.orthewaythemouseonmydressertopstoppedtherewithitsbody,itsears,itsnose,itwasfixed,abitoflifecaughtwithinitselfanditseyeslookedatmeandtheywerebeautiful.then-itwasgone.Ibegantofeelgood,Ibegantofeelgoodintheworstsituationsandtherewereplentyofthose.likesay,thebossbehindhisdesk,heisgoingtohavetofireme.Ix27;vemissedtoomanydays.heisdressedinasuit,necktie,glasses,hesays,x27;Iamgoingtohavetoletyougox27;x27;itx27;sallrightx27;Itellhim.Hemustdowhathemustdo,hehasawife,ahouse,children,expenses,mostprobablyagirlfriend.Iamsorryforhimheiscaught.Iwalkontotheblazingsunshine.thewholedayisminetemporarily,anyhow.(thewholeworldisatthethroatoftheworld,everybodyfeelsangry,short-changed,cheated,everybodyisdespondent,disillusioned)Iwelcomedshotsofpeace,tatteredshardsofhappiness.Iembracedthatstufflikethehottestnumber,likehighheels,breasts,singing,theworks.(donx27;tgetmewrong,thereissuchathingascockeyedoptimismthatoverlooksallbasicproblemsjustforthesakeofitself-thisisashieldandasickness.)Theknifegotnearmythroatagain,IalmostturnedonthegasagainbutwhenthegoodmomentsarrivedagainIdidnx27;tfightthemofflikeanalleyadversary.Iletthemtakeme,Iluxuriatedinthem,Imadethemwelcomehome.Ievenlookedintothemirroroncehavingthoughtmyselftobeugly,InowlikedwhatIsaw,almosthandsome,yes,abitrippedandragged,scares,lumps,oddturns,butallinall,nottoobad,almosthandsome,betteratleastthansomeofthosemoviestarfaceslikethecheeksofababyx27;sbutt.andfinallyIdiscoveredrealfeelingsofothers,unheralded,likelately,likethismorning,asIwasleaving,forthetrack,isawmywifeinbed,justtheshapeofherheadthere(notforgettingcenturiesofthelivingandthedeadandthedying,thepyramids,Mozartdeadbuthismusicstillthereintheroom,weedsgrowing,theearthturning,thetoteboardwaitingforme)Isawtheshapeofmywifex27;shead,shesostill,Iachedforherlife,justbeingthereunderthecovers.Ikissedherintheforehead,gotdownthestairway,gotoutside,gotintomymarvelouscar,fixedtheseatbelt,backedoutthedrive.feelingwarmtothefingertips,downtomyfootonthegaspedal,Ienteredtheworldoncemore,drovedownthehillpastthehousesfullandemptyofpeople,Isawthemailman,honked,hewavedbackatme.

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