你是我的北极星

DearCatherine:　　　　ImsorryIhaventtalkedtoyouinsolong.IfeelIvebeenlost,nobearings,nocompass.Ikeptcrashingintothings,alittlecrazy.Iguess.Iveneverbeenlostbefore.Youweremytruenorth.Icouldalwayssteerforhomewhenyouweremyhome.Forgivemeforbeingsoangrywhenyouleft.IstillthinksomemistakesbeenmadeandImwaitingforGodtotakeitback.ButImdoingbetternow.Theworkhelpsme.Mostofall,youhelpme.Youcameintomydreamlastnightwiththatsmilethatalwaysheldmelikealover,rockedmelikeachild.AllIrememberfromthedreamisafeelingofpeace.IwokeupwiththatfeelingandtriedtokeepitaliveaslongasIcould.ImwritingtotellyouthatImonajourneytowardthatpeace.AndtotellyouImsorryaboutsomanthings.ImsorryIdidnttakebettercareofyousothatyouneverspentoneminute　　beingcoldorscaredorsick.ImsorryIdidnttryhardertofindthewordstotellyouwhatIwasfeeling.ImsorryIneverfixedthescreendoor.Ifixeditnow.ImsorryIeverfoughtwithyou.ImsorryIdidntapologizemore.Iwastooproud.ImsorryIdidntbringyoumorecomplementoneverythingyouworeandeverywayyoufixedyourhair.ImsorryIdidntholdontoyouwithsomuchstrengththatevenGodcouldntpullyouaway.